Lonely without you

2nd day of work

2005-08-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

today was damn quiet. not until at night. then sales started. we were damn scared that there wouldnt be any sales. haha. worked with michelle and tiffany today. tiffany is the manager. she is very cute hehe* one thing in common between tiff and michelle is that they do sales talk very well. haha. anyways work overall is again tiring. but today is my last day at junction8. worked with them for 1 day only. =( they're very nice ppl. furthermore got such nice crowd. haha. and opposite koolook is Red Earth. and there is pretty lady there which gives me & ivan motivation. haha. too bad. im gone.* SUNTEC CITY here i come!!

1st day of WORK

2005-08-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

just started working. at junction8 koolook. a sunglass/optical shop. so that makes me an EYEWARE Consultant =) haha. my collegues are very nice. friendly and talkative. haha chat alot with them. ivan kept teaching me things abt lens and stuffs. while michelle kept talking to me about love. sales was not that good. cuz maybe it was a monday. anyways work was overall tiring. had to wear leather shoes which i was totally not used to it. thus causing leg ache.
*crashed*

Home is Best

2005-07-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

i have been spending alot of time at home. and surprisingly its enjoyable. its so relaxing and fun! just chilling in front of the TV and computer. had family dinners. talks abt my future. bought my working pants. missing her... badly...

did you know?

2005-07-30T04:00:00.000+08:00

do you know how worried am i that you're alone there? i am so worried that i have to wait for you to safely get home and lay on your bed and ready for your beautiful sleep before i can rest soundly. all this because i love you...

second day of ur departure.

2005-07-29T01:55:00.000+08:00

its 29th of july. the second day you've departed. i know its hard for you darling that you're away from home and everything. ive been there and i do understand. but dun worry i will stand by you and go through this with you right? i will always be a call away.
just 1 call away only!
anytime you're feeling down and lonely. i will be there !! =)
ive been a house bum this few days. lifeless with you!! my only life now is being on the phone with you. i want to phone you every second so i can breathe!!!

save me..

2005-07-27T15:40:00.000+08:00

heaven knows im falling...
save me from this pain...

lonely... mr lonely...

2005-07-27T15:15:00.000+08:00

it is today. that you will leave me, lonely. for the past few yrs, ive always been with you. just not feeling you beside me, feels like part of my world just collapsed. part of me is being torn off me, that pain flows through my veins every single minute, so numb i feel that i do not know how to express what i exactly am feeling. im fighting hard to hold my tears back.
i cant believe 5 weeks past that fast. i do not want it to end... ARGHH!!
i do not want to be lonely without you. so lonely would i be without you.

no one to have fun with me. no one to share my pain and sadness with me. no one to stand by me to give me the confidence you always did. no one to tell me what to do. no one to boss me around. no one to scold me. no one to pinch me. no one there to fight with me. no one there to watch movie with. i want YOU and no one else!!!

* baby, you're my angel in disguise!!

great weekend

2005-07-25T15:06:00.000+08:00

saturday-
had a house party at sophia's mansion.haha.everyone went crazy. phia got drunk first and wanted to kill everyone with a knife behind her back. played truth or dare. was unlucky to be dared five times in a row. after playing, we drank more. then talk talk talk through the night. stayed up the whole night, morning till 1 pm sunday. i was the last man standing. fell at 1pm.

sunday -
woke up at 5 pm. still at sophia's house. chilled and watched tv till 8+pm den went home. crashed!

sick sick sick sick

2005-07-23T14:05:00.000+08:00

*alert alert*
i'm sick... down with a sudden illness!! sudden sore throat, sudden headache, sudden breathless-ness. why am i sick out of a sudden? i don't wish to be sick and not enjoy with you. you're leaving soon, i'm scared... if i can get a wish, i would just wish that you and i would just always be together. no matter where, no matter when, no matter how.. i just hope to see you every morning, i just hope to hear you every night.

c o r r i n n e m a y

2005-07-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

C o r r i n n e M a y - Save Me

I drift I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I'm helpless, I'm yearning
I'm like putty in your hands

I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a rollercoaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who I am
Just take my hand and

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you

tired

2005-07-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

wednesday night was ladies' night but didn't know why black was full of guys?? anyways had fun with them. too tired now. have to go gym again. sighs. do not see the point in training so hard. all i get is 1 mth's off of PTP. however all of ppl say PTP is good for me? thats weird... so much contradiction. so much confusion. i am still counting my days with you...

yet another day

2005-07-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

another day just passed like that, spending time with her again. went to gym to train for my napfa test. seen great improvements in back musclesX) thanks darlin' for goin with me. haha i dragged her to go with me. today i'm going to run at NIE, so im again gonna drag her to go with me. i wanna do everything with her!! just me & you.

lazy buzzy

2005-07-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

just woke up again. been waking up so late everyday with no energy and drive to do anything. even though i got 8 days to my next napfa test. ive seriously got to start. but no one is motivating me. no one is pushing me. its tough if you just sit there not saying a word. its irritating that even you don't support me.

nice fine day

2005-07-19T15:35:00.000+08:00

woke up by my little princess, spent my day with her. caught a movie, BIMMER, at Cine Cathay. Movie was fine, afterwhich met kenneth & sophia to have dinner at HV. nasi lemak at HV was not bad, quite ex for the quantity. overall still not bad! decided to chill at Coffee Bean.

all i want to do is to SPEND all my TIME with her...

The Starting

2005-07-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

i started writing knowing there are days left with you. i just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings with you. baby i have 9 days with you left only. its gonna be hard for both you & me...